#45 On asexuality, sobriety, and compulsory culture
An audio conversation with the author Angela Chen on asexuality, compulsory sexuality, and the questions many of us don't know to even ask.
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One of the best books I read in the past few years (as noted in my list of 50 of the best books I read in the after times) was Angela Chen’s book, ACE: What Asexuality Reveals About Desire, Society, and the Meaning of Sex. It was the #1 book on that list. I read it because I was interested in what I thought of as a foreign topic, and ended up finding more of my experience reflected back to me within those pages than I could have ever imagined. It changed my life noticeably, immediately, sustainably.
What I said about it in that review:
I found this book through Ann Helen Peterson, and because I had no clue what asexuality was aside from the last letter in LGBTQIA, I wanted to know. I thought I’d be reading about…something that had nothing to do with me but would expand my understanding in a necessary way, and while I did find that, I also found my own story within that experience. I was educated by this book, but I was also liberated by this book. It changed the way I think about my own sexuality, sexual and romantic experiences, and culture in general.
It’s hard to really express how much Angela’s work impacted me because there were so many personal applications of her work and insights that liberated me and changed how I operate, and to list all the ways this book and her work changed my world view and personal practices and own identity would be longer than the book itself.
But there was one theme that stood out for me the most, and that was the parallel I drew between alcohol culture/compulsory alcohol consumption, and how Angela frames compulsory sexuality.
If you’re here reading this newsletter, you most likely understand how the experience of those impacted the most by alcohol culture (those with AUD, in recovery, etc.) provide valuable insights that can help liberate or awaken the rest of society; see sober curiosity and Dry January and any number of the effects of a previously anonymized group of people speaking up and out about how terrible alcohol really is and the ripple effects of that on larger society. Same thing here: Looking at compulsory sexuality through the lens of the asexual experience shows the rest of society where we’ve all settled or been split from our true desires or wants.
“When there is some kind of oppressive culture, whether that's compulsory sexuality, whether that's alcohol culture, eventually it just makes you not realize what your own desires are.” - Angela Chen
There’s a lot more here to highlight, both in our conversation and in her book, but I’ll leave it at that and hope you listen to this episode and buy Angela’s book. ACE truly is a masterpiece.
I hope you enjoy this conversation, and I hope it serves you in some meaningful way.
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