#69 Fixing ourselves before we begin

and beginning before we fix ourselves

I kind of slammed on scene last week with a new essay and left out all the details of where I’ve been, why I haven’t been writing here, and why I’m back now, and mostly because I’m exhausted by discussing my inconsistency.

One of the biggest boons of my recovery was becoming a reliable person—someone you could take at her word, who would never miss a de…